Karma
..at this very moment, I wanna be blown away by the wind and just fade forever..wish I was deaf not to hear everything.coz undeniably,the truth really hurts..:(..Though I’m expecting it, still it’s painful..i don’t know what to do.,i felt like cryig but no tears would fall..i can’t hardly breathe..something stucked inside of my windpipe..i’m just soOo broken..I don’t know if I should be thankful that he admitted his mistakes or not??…what a mess!..what have I done to make me suffer like this??..wish that a simple sorry could mend the pain but it’s not..wish that a simple candy could wipe away the tears but it’s just not!..It’s really hard..he just acted like nothing happened..It was too easy for him to just blurt everything out like that was just an ordinary one. He said he loved me but he lied and tricked me..how selfish..:(..
the painful thing here is..while i’m suffering this shit ..i got no one to turn on to..:(..it’s so hard keeping everything to my self..:(
About me
Unfathomable Grudges...This kind of situation I'm trapped with was such a torture..everyday is a new struggle to fight for my love for you..I loved you soOoo much and Slowly this heart of mine became soo weak..so weak that whenever you're out I strive for another piece of you..Everyday I want more..I wanna own you..I wanna hold you so tightly.I'm just so drowned of this so-called-love I'm feelin' right now. and I don't wanna wake up one day realizing that i'm already losing you..I'd rather die than to see you drift away..
