Drift away..
..Last night I was so “not-myself”.I said we should moved-on..we should forget that thing..but I was just so stupid.making my own pains.worsening it.I ended up looking at it again.and there I was teary-eyed and grieving.I just can’t believed why I saw this.I blame myself for my curiosity. I shouldn’t have dig more info’s. I shouldn’t have done it.I hate to know that it was my fault why I was feeling this shit.I just don’t know what to do.I entered this thing not ready for the consequences that might happened.I ran into conclusions that led me to realize that maybe I should stop this craziness..but I can’t and I don’t want to..I slept late.around 5 in the morning and after an hour of sleep..I realized maybe I should take risks..As what Paolo Coelho says..”“You have to take risks. We will only understand the miracle of life fully when we allow the unexpected to happen.””..hai naku!!..what a life!!..
About me
Unfathomable Grudges...This kind of situation I'm trapped with was such a torture..everyday is a new struggle to fight for my love for you..I loved you soOoo much and Slowly this heart of mine became soo weak..so weak that whenever you're out I strive for another piece of you..Everyday I want more..I wanna own you..I wanna hold you so tightly.I'm just so drowned of this so-called-love I'm feelin' right now. and I don't wanna wake up one day realizing that i'm already losing you..I'd rather die than to see you drift away..
